Friday, August 20, 2010

woops im just wayyy hipster
its hot.
look how tough i am
i hate my friends
so what
i do whatever i want.

Friday, August 13, 2010


how people can bring you down

yet one person can say one little thing
and your world is just bright again.


people i care about piss me off a lot.


Friday, July 30, 2010


Who is someone you look up to?
A fair few of my friends..

The police just called your house. What is the reason why?
I’d have no idea

Look to the left. What catches your eye first?

What was the last thing you ordered at Mcdonalds?
Probably a cheese burger

Are you thinking about someone right now?

How many fingers do you have?

Why is Myspace copying Facebook?
Because no one uses myspace anymore

Current smell?

Current taste?
Lip balm

Who are you talking to right now?

What is your ringtone?
Um some song

Where is your Mom right now?

What do you like to drink in the morning?

Would you rather be attacked by a bear or a swarm of wasps?

What color is your hair?

Is it naturally that colour?

How was your Summer?
I dunno

Did you go away on Holiday?

Do you believe there is life on other planets? Why or why not?

What is a word that rhymes with "Umbrella"?
Ella ella yeah yeah

What were you doing at 9:30 PM last night?
I dunno

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
No one

Would you rather have a pet shark or a pet snake?

Name the illegal drugs you have taken in the past 4 months:

What kind of shampoo do you use?
I dunno

If I say "Lemons" what would you say?

Hot tea or iced tea?

You are at Starbucks, what are you about to order?
I dunno

Who is the most beautiful person you know?
My girls are all beautiful.. all four of them :)

Does pepper make you sneeze?

Do you miss anyone right now?
A lot :’(

Is there something blue within 10 feet of you?

What colour is your bedroom painted? Do you want to re-paint it?

What is in your pocket?
Phone now

You are making a film about your life. Who is starring as you?
I don’t care

Current song you are playing:
its fucking weird, tam linked me ahahha

What was the last thing you put into your mouth?
Vitamin c

Where will you be within the next hour?
I dunno

Ever wanted to tell someone something, but couldn't?

Name 5 things you look for in a relationship:
Fun & trust & honesty

Is anyone getting on your nerves right now?

Who was the last person you held hands with?
no one
What did you eat for dinner?

What time is it currently?

Do you know how to use chopsticks?

If an ex said they hate you, what would you say?
I hate you too. Always.
happy birthday
your 20 today
& its been nearly 4 months since you've been gone.
thank god i've been busy all day
but i'm not busy tonight..

Thursday, July 29, 2010

i'm starting to get over my cold :)
alex is here soon, i'm so excited.
the pool is nearly in i think :)
i can't wait to get my car..

i'm trying hard but your making it difficult..
can you just make it clear what you want?
delete me from your life or go back to normal
either way, make it easy for me.. PLEASE.





Thursday, July 22, 2010


Ten hows:
How did you get one of your scars?
I cut my finger
How did you spend your last birthday?
in roi bar.. so hating life!
How did your night go last night?
How did you go in high school?
I don’t go to high school!
How did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I went to a shop and picked it out?
How often do you see your bestfriend?
fucking never :( BUT I GET TO REALLY SOON :D
How much money did you spend last month?
I spend wayyyyyyyy toooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh $$$$$$$$$$$$$
How old do you want to be when you get married?
I dunno
How old will you be at your next birthday?

Nine what's:
Your mothers name?
What did you do last weekend?
went out to red sea with kassie and some gurlsss :)
What is the most important part of your life?
mum dad & brother
What would you rather be doing?
a lot!
What did you last cry over?
What always makes you feel better when you're upset?
um… being with alex on her porch with a bottle of vodka/whatever she drinks & a pack of smokes! haha
Whats the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
not liars
What are you worried about?
not a lot
What did you have for breakfast?
crackers with cheese!

Eight you's:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
can’t say I have
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Have you ever been out of the country?
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Have you ever had sex on the beach?
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

Seven who's?
Who was the last person you saw?
mumma and dadda
Who was the last person you texted?
Who was the last person you hung out with?
Who was the last person to call you?
work people
Who did you last hug?
Who is the last person who texted you?
my friends hate me and don’t text me
Who was the last person you said 'I love you' to?

Six where's:
Where does your bestfriend live?
Where did you last go?
Where did you last hang out?
Where do you go to school?
I don’t go to school
Where is your favourite place to be?
alex’s porch
Where di d you sleep last night?
my beddie

Five do's?
Do you like someone right now?
I wishhhh
Do you think anyone likes you?
again, I wishhh
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Do you know the muffin man?
Does the future scare you?

Four why's?
Why are you best friends with you best friend?
because she’s the best girl in the world
Why did you get a blog?
I dunno teoni told me to hahaha
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
because its lovely
Why are you doing this survey?
because im bored

Three if's?
If you could have one super power what would it be?
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
If you were stranded on a deserted island and you could bring 1 thing, what would you bring?
a plane.. so I could get home.. hahaha

Two would-you-ever's?
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?

One last question:
Are you happy with you life right now?
yeah I guess

Monday, July 19, 2010


i love being bored.

yeah i want a cute boy with a mustache!!!

Monday, July 12, 2010

i did two weeks.

Day 01 — Your favorite song
at the moment, let's get lost.

Day 02 — Your favorite movie
twilight, new moon & eclipse

Day 03 — Your favorite television program
dexter, mighty boosh & skins

Day 04 — Your favorite book
the dirt

Day 05 — Your favorite quote
i'm the moon

Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy

Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad

Day 09 — A photo you took

Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago

Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently

Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 13 — A fictional book
i HATE fictional books.

Day 14 — A non-fictional book
i hope they serve beer in hell

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


i hate this
so much.


after i've had such a good day
can this feeling still pop up
im scared
that i will never feel.. again.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010


i wish i could just sleep for 10 years & not wake up
at all.


Monday, July 5, 2010


Name of the last person to text you?

What is the 15th text message in your inbox?
god she is dero.

What's your favorite show or shows?
skins, mighty boosh, scrubs & dexter

Have you told anybody you loved them today?

What are your plans for the weekend?
tanikas saturday night.. gunna get FUCKED UP bro

What do you currently hear right now?

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?

What would your name be with the first three letters?

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
fuck no

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
a lot of peepz

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
kassies bed!

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Whats the last compliment you receviced and from who?
claire and i compliment each other all the time. we are hot.
and tam said we are hotties and sexy. AHAHA

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?

Are you on a desktop or laptop?

Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?
yeah the hotslut is.

Does the last person who texted you ever make you smile?
she makes me smile constantly

Where is the shirt you're wearing from?
i dont know

Is there anyone that text message's you and you smile instantly?
alexxx orr clairee orr whitey... if tam & teoni ever text me it would make me smile but they are stingy cunts.

Is you're hair long enough to put in a ponytail?
fuck yeah

How many cell phones have you had in your life?
a lot

Have you had sex today?

Who did you last say "I love you" to?

Were you single a month ago?

Do you think the person you like, likes you back?
i dont like no one!

Do you have feelings for anyone?

What's between you and the last person you texted?
shes my bestfriend

Are you single?
fuck yeah

Do you listen to music before you do something?
i love music

What was the last thing you ate?
a sanga for lunch

Where is your phone?
next to me

How often do you talk on the phone?
a bit.. :)

Do you think you will be in a relationship two months from now?
nope! :)

Do you miss someone?
i miss my frans

Are you gonna get high later?
im high on life!

Do you like to sleep?
fuck yeah

Who was the last person you took a picture with?

Do you find tattoos attractive on the opposite sex?
depends what it is...

Do you think people who do drugs are stupid?
your choice, aslong as im not your friend.. i worry about them dying too much!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

fucking computers

my computer is being fucking stupid
but i wanted to post photos of my girls
so im just posting
i miss alex, claire, teoni & tam
more then words could describe.
i miss my life support :(
i can't wait to go on a 'holiday' to wodonga
and just hug them all
500 times.

Friday, July 2, 2010

yeah yeah yeahhhh

Actions speak louder than words.' Do you agree?

Are you okay right now?
im brilliant

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
If that ever happened I’m pretty sure I’d die…

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
depends, I want more!

Last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
Yeah, stoner friendz

Have you ever punched a hole in your wall?

Going to school tomorrow?

Would you take someone back who cheated on you?
I did, worst mistake OF MY LIFE

Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend in 6 months?

I take it you like someone? If so, who do you like?
I don’t like anyone!

Are you in a good mood?

Were you single on your last birthday?

Who was the first person you talked to in 2010?
I hugged claire or alex

Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?

What do most people call you?
tahlia or t or tahls at work. haha

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?

Can you commit to one person?

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain girl/guy?
fuck yes haha

Have you cried today at all?
I was laughing?..
Would you rather kiss someone 5 years older or 5 year younger?
older baby

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?

Does anything on your body hurt right now?
my back

What made you the happiest today?
Speaking to tam..

In the last 9 months can you say truly you cared about someone?

Who are you?

What happened last night?

What are you wearing?
trackies and jumper

Who was the last person to give you a compliment?
claire :)

Have you ever laughed so hard you couldn't breathe?

Is there anything bothering you?

Is your best friend attractive?
I have 4 best friends and they are all hot in different ways
Tams hot cos shes got the make up going and a lovely body
Claires hot in her little gothic psycho dresses
Teonis hot for her little alternative clothes and cute eye make up
Alex is just a fucking hottie just cos that’s what she it
So my best friends are all extremely attractive.

Have you seen any of your cousins today?

Where will you be in an hour?
At home

Are you loud?

When will you go to the movies next?
Wednesday hopefully

When will you drink alcohol next?
hopefully soon!

Think back to last year, who was your best friend?
teoni was up there but I was becoming close with the other hotties :)

How are you feeling right now?

Who is your second top friend?

Are you close?
I wish..

What's up with you and your number 1?
shes the hottest.

Honestly, who are you texting?
no one

Do you care if people smoke around you?
not really

When was the last time you felt like throwing up?
I dunno

Have you cried in the last week?

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
I do that a lot..

Thursday, July 1, 2010


What was the first thing you thought this morning?

Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
i have a crush on tam. so younger!

What did you do last night?

Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
nope.. :)

How is your day so far?
im tired

When was the last time you cried and the reasons?
um because i was sad

Are you single?

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?

Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
haha nuh

Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
big time & i still haven't come to terms with it...

When did your last hug take place?
saturday night

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
yeah, im a cunt.

Who was the last person to text you?

Do you miss someone?
a lot :(

Is there anything you regret about your past?

Are you happy with your life?
not right this second, hopefully it will improve soon

What was the last movie you watched?

Who was the last person to call you?
i dunno some random number

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?

Do you sleep with the light on or off?

Do you sleep alone most nights?
every night.

Is there a difference between the word best friend and good friend?
yeah... cos best friends are the best

Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
yeah... she loves me..

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
yeah totally

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
saturday night

Who are your Top 4?
i dunno

Would you call yourself smart?

Do you like to read?

This gets personal, Can you handle it?

Have you ever kissed the same sex?

Have you done anything sexual with the same sex?

Are you Straight/Bi/Gay?

How many people have you ever done something sexual with?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010


i care way to much
but I am a bitch so i don't listen
i have mental problems
and it's hard to make you understand.


Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?

Would you date the same sex?

What's your favorite thing about the opposite sex, besides personality?
smell good.. its the best..

Have you ever dated someone more than once?

Last time you got flowers?

Do you like cuddling?

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
single right now

How do you know when you are in love?
never been in love.

Do you consider yourself shy?

Have you ever been lied to?

Do you think the word love is overused?

Who pissed you off today?
anyone who didn't text me

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
no not really

How are you feeling?
tam makes me happy

Have you told anybody you loved them today?

Are you a jealous person?
not really

Have you ever tackled someone to the ground?

Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
i would but i dont think i will ever meet him again HAHA

Do you miss anyone?
yeah a lot.

How tall are you?
average height...

Were you single on your last birthday?
i like to think so

Do you know anyone called richard?

Are you currently frustrated with someone?

Did you sleep alone last night?

And your name is?

oh yeah

i went out on the weekend
drank wet pussy's
and kissed random boys.

the only people..

who made me feel ok to be me..

Sunday, June 27, 2010


and utterly
over your shit.


Friday, June 25, 2010


i miss this girl.

this is us missing each other in our dero jumpers :(

Monday, June 7, 2010

i want your psychoo

Is there anyone you're holding on to, even though you know you shouldn't?
fuck no :)

Your ex says he/she misses you, and you say?
go die :D

Do you get high a lot?
nuh bro

Do you look like your sibling(s)?
yeah me and dan look alike.. we look like dada

When was the last time you rode in a car? With who?
mumma this arvo

How was today?
pretty good!

How often do you say 'lol' in a computer or text conversation?
fucking never.

Do you like the taste of beer?
cola beer is yum

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?

Do you find smoking unattractive?

Do you believe in kissing when you're not together yet?
fuck yeah I do

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat and live forever?
yeah actually, I’d cut out one person tho!

If someone wanted to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
depends who it was, but yeah

Have you talked to the person you like today?
I like a lot of people

Did you hug or kiss anyone today?

Are you talking to anyone on Myspace IM right now?
I don’t use IM on myspaz

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
nuffin bro

What woke you up this morning?
alarm :)

Would you rather date someone who is really protective or not protective at all?
protective :D

What was the last thing you and your parents argued about?
um I wanted them to drive me to subway cos I wanted dinner and I was being a bitch haha

Did your ex boyfriend/ girlfriend do anything to piss you off today?
he is just a fuckhead, but I don’t think about him.. ever :D

Will this weekend be a good one?

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
yeah, and I wish they did!

What are you doing?
nothing much

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
hahah yes

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?

Do you want children?
yeah when im older

If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
just telling me would be nice

Were you single over the summer?
I wish!

Are you sober?
not really ;) I have a lot of panadol in my system

How do you currently feel?
pretty good thanks baby

What time did you wake up this morning?

What do you currently hear?
retro dance

Do you like anyone?
I like a lot of people

Are you going to get high tonight?

Do you use Aim, Msn, or Facebook?
msn and facey

Do you want to be single or with someone?
I love being single right now.

Wanting anything?
a ticket to albury airport & 50grand.

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

Are you going to get hurt by a girl/guy anytime soon?

Do you miss the way things used to be between you and someone else?

What were you doing at 4 AM this morning?

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you’re at now?
nope! But I love it!

Where is the boy/girl who has your heart?
well I’m right here and I have my heart.. so does twilight saga..

Do you miss anyone?
alex & teoni & tam & claire

Do you want someone dead?
yeah haha

What did you last eat?
pumpkin soup!

What month were you born in?

Do you like thunderstorms?
love em!

Have you ever used your bra to hold things like you would a pocket?

Has this week been a good one?
yeah it’s just started

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?

Do you know what you wanna be when you grow up?

Have you held hands with anyone lately?
yeah Saturday night

Would you take $20,000 or a brand new car?

Do you know anyone named Matt?
yeah a few…

What smiley face do you use often?

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?

Who are you sitting next to right now?
no one

Whats your favourite word?

Last person you texted?
Im texting whitey as we speak

Monday, May 31, 2010


i hate how i feel right now.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Thursday, May 6, 2010


man, I've only just got home from work and its 9.30pm
i left home at 8am!
I'm so tired but i have tomorrow off so I'm happy :)
I've been working so much, but it's been good..
i need the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
i need a lot for when Alex is here, a lot for a car
and a lot for my tattoo
i love everything my tattoo stands for, I'm so excited!
all I've been doing is listening to Justin Bieber, Motley Crue, Lady Gaga, Mumford and sons & Beyonce, that is literally all i have been doing, oh and working.
i love going on the train some days, there's a few people that are my 'regulars'
i know their faces and they always smile at me :)
there's this one boy at Stirling station, hes about 15 and has his eye brows drawn on with black liquid eyeliner and his eyes are painted with black liquid and a huge big straightened fringe, he puts so much effort in.. then his girlfriend is this weird looking girl who puts NO effort it.. no make up, hair just thrown up.. i dunno maybe it's just me but i find it weird that he puts so much effort in and she's just.. thrown together..
they always sit there and kiss, its cute haha.
i people watch way too much. .. maybe i should stop being a creep :)
i have been covering my cupboard slowly in models i love.. I've worked out i really love one model in particular because one hole side is covered in her! i would look like a raging lesbian so anyone that comes to my room, luckily i have no friends :)


Monday, April 26, 2010


i love having black hair again
i want both sides of my nose pierced, please?
my lip will be back again by the end of this week
i wish workplaces were cool about tattoos and piercings...
next week i am going to the tattooist to book for me & alex i'm so excited/nervous
august 2-9 will probably be the happiest week of the year for me, i have a little present for Alex when she's here.
i pretty much have changed everything, it's like he was never in my house, everything has changed. my bedroom, bathroom, lounge room.. i just need to delete the photos and he will be gone.
i don't think i have ever appreciated tam as much as i have for the last two or so weeks, she understands everything.
last night my family came over, fuck i love them. my cousin who i haven't seen in over 5 years came with his girlfriend, so i got drunk haha.. it was a bit cute :)
my mums in new Zealand and i hate it. i miss her

my blogging is so boring, and i don't care :)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Friday, April 23, 2010

i love tamara :)
oh by the way
i got glasses :)

Sunday, April 18, 2010

so, my finger

still has a lump, still hurts & still looks yum
i wonder what has hurt my finger like this
maybe it's my body trying to shut down, it's been trying hard lately.
but i'm strong.. i won't let it.
i think i miss things, but those things were lies anyway.

i wonder why i miss the lies
i wonder why i like the lies more then the truth,
the lies kept me happy for nearly 3 years.
then one day, everything changed..
i found out all your lies
nothing will ever be the same, i feel like i need to talk to you, but you are a lie.
i don't want anymore lies, ever.
it feels like you never existed, but it's too hard to think that you were never here.

i need truth.
are there any honest people in this world left?
or am i left here alone?

Saturday, April 17, 2010

i'm changing

nothing will ever be the same.
i'm happy i left wodonga, i just wish i took alex in my suitcase.

today at work, i was alone upstairs with a man talking about beds
when he grabbed me
i fucking shat myself.. he got in real close and said "im going to ask you out then throw you on this bed you young girl ;)"
i managed to get free from him grabbing me and ran downstairs were he left calmly like nothing had happened.
we have a new rule at work, every 2-5 mins we have to check on each other.


my finger really hurts, something has bitten it badly and its all swollen
looks yum


Sunday, January 10, 2010


Alex the cat had a little party with the stoop kids on Saturday night, it made me happy that they all came together just to say bye to me :) of course they were imitating my voice & laugh and saying that's what they'll miss haha but it was fun :) i got hugs from everyone, even alex and i had a good hug hahaha that photo of alex and i, is pretty much my favorite.. pursey had no pants or underwear on for most of the night, i have no many fucking photos of his penis :|
i really don't want to say bye to Alex, i haven't cried yet saying bye to people but i know i will with her :(